Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ My offs
Its been a long time, enjoying my offs peacefully, all my efforts made to take this leave. YEA my christmas holiday, so bye bye work, and HELLO MY 4DAYS HOLIDAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!! Atuually was 5, but, dear broy was sick, i covered for him, Broy its ok, you're welcome, but, take good care of yr body please. Why are you always sick, always gt fever, DRINK MORE FRUIT JUICE please!

This few days were cool, went out wif my frens, from orchard to marina, lolx was exhuasted, but rested enough at bugis, chating at the Mac Cafe. Today, Mr Weijie came over my hse, we went to the park, bringing my dogs for a long walk. There were black clouds,luckily, it did'nt rain, or we might catch a cold too. It was a windy day, just right for relaxation, so we decided to chill at home.

Lolx, poor weijie, he asked if there were drinks, the only thing i could offer was cold gassy shandy. Haha, hope he's nt sick of that beer taste soft drink. Woah, today we ate alot of junk food, while watching Mtv on tv, LOL, i hope we don't get diabetes. Since i was checking my mails, cant entertain him, so i just pushed him lots of sweet stuff, oreos, honey stars, waffles. Till he was too sick of sweet stuff, lols.

Tonight was very breezy, its nice to have wind blowing to your face, peaceful windy nite. Its nice to just slowly walk down the street, have nothing else on my mind, just plain playing around wif my best buddy.Finished the day by walking with him to the mrt, cant wait for christmas, i know we would have a fun nite.

All our troubles would be miles away, and we'll have ourself a merry little christmas, never ending friendship!! Merry christmas everyone!!

Friday, December 21, 2007 @
I finally found this super romantic old track, the melody has been stuck in my head, ever since i heard it frm radio. If you wanna have the sweet moment with the 1, this is good!! If u need some relaxtion, and some sleep, try listening to it, while u lie on your bed, close yr eyes, just feel with the lyrics.

The One You Love -- Eagles

I know you need a friend

Someone you can talk to

Who will understand what you’re going through

When it comes to love

There’s no easy answer

Only you can say what you’re gonna do

I heard you on the phone

You took his number

Said you were alone and you’d call him soon

Isn’t he the guy

The guy who left you crying

Isn’t he the one who made you blue

When you remember those nights in his arms

You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you

Or are you going back to the one you love

Someone’s gonna cry when they know they lost you

Someone’s gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over

There’s no easy way to see this through

All the broken dreams

All the disappointments

Oh girl what you gonna do

Your heart keeps saying its just not fair

But still you gotta make up your mind

Saturday, December 15, 2007 @
Frozen--Madonna
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to beYou're frozen when your heart's not open
You're so consumed with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I'd suffer the same
If I lose you, my heart would be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside you die
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You are the key
If I could melt your heart

A very deep song tat captures my soul ever since i 1st heard, so much pain, so much depression,
no wonder they said this song can lead u to death. A very beautiful song that gt me addicted like drugs. Every1 should watch the mv on youtube, its so seductive. Its like singings from siren, sirens are mermaid creatures in myths, they use their singing to mislead sailors to hell.
Guess thats why madonna said she wanted to be a siren.

Thursday, December 13, 2007 @




A big thank u to all my frens who tagged!!! THANKS PPL esp broy and weijie!!! i felt so spported!! Anyway, today i wanna talk bout my fave idol, GERALDINE from 1st campus superstar!!

She is like sooooo coool, never ever will any other new campus superstars can ever surpass her.
Haha, she inspired greatly on my thinking, and even my fashion sense, yea and my hair style too!! She is my target, someday i'll be as fit as her, as talented too!! I LOVE U GERALDINE!! And im so proud to be yr fan!! Talk about fate man!! i saw her in real life at jurong point twice!!! She is juz as great outside the screen!! And for those annoying ppl tat said she's fat in real life, like what the hell, you ppl are just jealous that she is soooo popular and she got a hot girlfren!!! Trust me ppl, she is tanned, fit, very charming, CUTE, last but not least, she is sooooo Cool!!!!

Unlike all the other superstar, she is so humble, so natural, not a a bit of acting. No one can deny tat she's got a very special voice, and omg her singing is so sexy, you can find her identity in her singing, cos its so her, 1 and only her, u would never find any1 tat sings like her.

Just take a good look at s'pore pop culture man, what kinda singers we already have, ok Sun yan zi, JJ, tanya chua, ah du & ect, not like im saying their not good, but not 1 of them is same like geraldine, yea they are popular and all and going on the right track, but they all represent the straight ppl. They don't really represent all the teenagers in s'pore, its like, when a lesbian falls out or falls in love, they wanna listen to a love track tat can most relate to their own. But all they could only find are, straight normal ppl love songs everywhere, love songs that only talk about straight people r/s.

If you're a lesbian, in a marjorities are straight society, you faced difficulties coming out the closet, even simply getting entertainment on tv or radio is hard, considering, gay shows or even gay icons are banned frm the media. i believed every lesbians cried out loud, wanting so much to see females kissing each other on TV, but that'll never happen iN our TV, thats why "The L word" has been such a great hit, even in asia!!!!

No matter how much effort put to banned tis show, girls everywhere still gets to see it on internet, even on YOUTUBE. Actually, its not hard to see butch somewhere on the streets of s'pore, its a very common sight to see girls holding hands, being touchy, bungs, femme, you could find them easily in orchard, bugis or anywhere.

Lesbianism is a part of our teenage culture, so we need a idol that could make us feel good, a idol to make us feel that, we, are represented in our pop culture.
If geraldine were given more chances in her singing career, it would mean that the society has accepted us, a big step for we lesbians in s'pore!! I pray hard for the success of geraldine, and of cos my own dreams, someday i would contribute for my fellow girls!!

Sunday, December 9, 2007 @
ok!!! 1 more day to my fine earned off day, tot of going somewhere wif mum to do some christmas shopping!! and who says im only going out wif pretty babes, im a good kid some of the time, hehe (^-^).

Was watching transformers vcd tis morning, was so amazed by my hero ultimas Prime!! LIKE SO COOL!! i got so engrossed tat i forgotten bt work at 1pm in vivo, shit not again, im so late!!
2 cute girls went in to try that pink heels which got tat small ribbon, its got laces to tie round the legs. I figured out she wld have problems fixing those laces, i stood out, and asked with confident look in my eyes, hehe act shuai for the moment, "miss may i?"

she nodded, without hesitation, i was on my kneels, helping her to tie. DOTS!! in the end, it turned out looking funny, she looked at me wif doubt in her eyes. sianz, so much for showing off. But anyway, xin yi noticed tat fren of tat girl, kept staring at me while i was at it, hah she said that gal looked pretty mesmerised by me, haha wasnt too bad. Still got some charms for girls, but, but, but, she was too small for me. geez talk about fate man, after bt 3-4 hrs, i saw tat gal again, i caught her staring tis time, i smiled, she was so shy, her fren pulled her away to another shop, so bye my young admirer.

Hah i felt lucky today, my 1 yr working, i haven seen any1's visa master card tats got 3 last number tats really goes by number sequence. I just met 1 with 789. LOL ok la 3 nums nt very rare, but tis is the only 1 i met tis yr. Tat customer laugh out loud when i told her.

For some unknown reasons, i kept hearng hokkien songs in m mind, over and over, esp those cheesy love songs, i nearly sang wif it. lucky i dint, ppl of my age dun sing tat ok, omg, i nearly lost my reputation. I called Plaza sing to check shoe stock, it was vienne, that crazy girl who picked up, LOL, she asked who are you, i tried to act pervert, by saying, " I noe u r very horny" in a low voice"
she was screaming laughters to my ears, immediately knew who i am. hah later on to my surprise, she passed the phone to my dearest QIU HUI!!! i missed her sooooooo much!!! Was so glad to hear her voice, she is well finally.

Ever since she got that high fever, i felt like i havent seen her for months. i tot she forgotten me, sob sob...lucky she did not,if not i'll be heart broken!!! THANK GOD that she's healthy again!!
haha BROY I MISS U SO MUCH TOO!! your ben ben sister 4got to tell u how much i misses u!!
Come on dude when r u free???? ALWAYS SO BZ!!
My life is so boring without u!! i missed the times we gave bitchy comment bt annoying ppl!!
u juz gotta come back, bitchying never felt the same without u..
ALO VERA!! U MISS ME ME AR...tao yan make me shy ;P
I MISS U TOO!!

see ya good nite to all the lonely souls out there!!

Friday, December 7, 2007 @ newbie in blogging
Here's a great thanks to my best buddy weijie!! thanks for everything, great help dude, you're the best. The fact is i don't really know what should i start of with, since im a" newbie", hah i feel young again, actually can feel bone aching in this cold weather.

So..erm oh well, work's been kinda frustrating today, so long for my off day which was yesterday. Speaking of work, my in-charge sure started the ball rolling by throwing it hard in my face. Talk bout stress, woah!! Everyone's wearing that new given name tags, its small and pathetic!!! Like arh!! gotta wear it after i got some nastly nagging on my constantly late for work! Alrite my bad i know, but im only late for bt 5-7 mins the lastest.

Good thing is they dint got my name on my tag, HAHA!! Mine was just trainee, so cool, it makes it not so easy for irritating customers to backstab me with a stupid complain letter, esp those irritating got nothing else better to do OL, office sickening ladies!! which i call aka the " OLD LADIES", they most certainly belongs to the old folks home.

Oh yea not to mentioned, we've been complained of having the lousiest service in the whole of the mall, its not like im proud of it cos tat'll be pretty bimbotic, so yea im guilty, dun like the feeling at as being called as impolite sales person whos gt no initiative.This calls for a big change, u want manners , u wan greetings, okay, i'll shout it with my fellow mates the moment u ppl step in, be frighten, but im juz being polite, what can u complain bt..

Felt so emo today bt my ever so failure love issues, shared wif my in-charge too, after work, long chat, im rdy for more, love im nt fear of u!! LOLx came home to see my love sick fren online, she's new in the game, taught her thru some exp i've been thru, she most possibly wld need it ...it'll work, trust me eileen, it will, no 1 knows a flirt like i do, im one myself, the past..
so tis is it, hey broy if ya reading,leave me comments ok.. i sure missed your bitchyness man!!
so long ppl, tats all,good bye

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