i got 3 complains so far at work...im getting the warning too..SO sick of it..vivo is just not my place. i used to get compliments back at hougang or tiong baru..clean record for a year, ruined in vivo.
Complains,complains, mum complained i gave her too little of $$, 900 not enuff, she expect 1000 the next month. that means i just work harder and save more $$ next month. i hate to be a cheap person,but cant help..i cant spend.i cant afford to.
Im so sick of everything, at least the weather's getting cold, its a good season to sleep. Recently my new hobby is sleeping..just sleeping my life away with my music turning loud like a lullaby,putting me into deep sleep. Caused im just so tired..i keep feeling im tired every now and then, i sleep on train,sleep on bus.
im physically tired and mentally exhausted..all this chasing and running in life gets me all worn out..Sleeping is a good way to destress seriously. lolx.. but too much gives me headaches and makes me restless too..
LOLX i keep having wet dreams bout this female fren of mine..sinful..i know..weird u might think. but to me its normal. im like a animal, i have a period which is like mating season, where i keep seeing women in a very graphical way. LOLX but to all my female frens..im sorry if i did or had flirt with you in this period.
im juz so excited when i see girls during this period..
don't worry ****, u noe who. i would not dream of you again...dots and stop making me excited by talking dirty....
i want to get hold of myself and control the urge..and you are not helping...--_---"
oh well...im better already..i see nothing when i sleep le..just sleeping...no more dreams.. weird though..cos i dream alot of times..normal dreams and stupid dreams where i see stupid looking monsters..or big piece of weird object chasing me..and flying berd bird man which is my worse nitemare..