Today,im feeling great,im wearing my new shirt to work,for my morning shift.I felt good about myself,and my boss commented that i looked very manly today,im so happy.Wow,was i given the toughest job today or what,i had to fix the the metal racks over and over again,it was so tiring.I was finally done with,i had to carry all the super heavy wooden planks back the store room,and all that metals,hurt my hands so bad,never did it all by myself,i felt extra manly today,and pretty satisfied im abled to pulled off a tough technical job.
I was so shagged after all that,checked the schedule realised,im morning shift again tml,was so sad bout it,cos i felt lazy, wanna sleep more.As i carried on with my task later that day,i was assigned to do cleaning duties at staff room,and then my friend asked me whether i could change my saturday off with her for monday.Its a miracle,i wanted a monday off,wahahaha,mircales does happen,God is really nice to me,that put a big grin on my face today.
After work,i was happy that my gay fren was same shift as me,and we can knock off together.Usually i just mind my own business,and go home by myself,today i tot of making a change,so i asked if he was doing anything after work.I was so glad he said he was free,and we could hang out awhile,he wanna look for new boots too,and i just wanna hang out.And so we did,although we dint buy anything,was just walking around in town,i was feeling so happy,so we got know to lot more about each other,at work we dint really had chance to interact,and i've been really anti-social lately.
Good that i asked,and let ppl in my world,im so happy that i had company today,its been so long,i haven felt like this ever,i enjoyed so much talking to him,cos we had so much in common,we're both queers in this world that doesnt allow our exsistance,but we're struggling to find love in this world and stand up for ourselves.Its really nice to know,in this world,we're not alone,there's alot more like us,and there's nothing wrong to be us,if we're meant to be banished and put in hell,then why god love us so much that he created us in the 1st place,i truly believes,god love us more,thats why he put out lot more obstacles in life for us,to make us cherished our loved ones more,since we're put to so many test,we're able to see what others dont,we're able to care more for love,and for frens,we basically treasured whatever relationships we have with people,because its rare,we been thru alot,to respect others even more.
Lastly baby,im happy to tell you,im doing fine now,dont worry about me,im still waiting for you to come back,meanwhile im doing a great job taking care of myself,im not your burden,im strong,faithful and here always waiting for you,for the day we rejoice and reunite again,oh i miss you,my sweet girl.
