today is just another day at work,nothing special happened,only me staring at my phone,wondering why it hasnt rang,why i've got no msg from you.Its depressing to have a phone now,since we couldnt msg,and couldnt call each other,i wonder whats the use of havin phone anyway.
The more i think of you,the time gets even more slower,so i forced myself to distract,not to think of it at all,or i'll be ending up wondering how long more is the wait gonna be.I dont care bout my phone anymore,no one would call me, and no one would msg me anyway,its always empty and quiet since you been gone,i have no more thrills in checking my phone anymore.I really dont know what i live for,good thing that my work place has alot of fun and loving ppl,showering me with their love and concern everyday,im really lucky to be working with such a bunch of fun people,i was never lonely anymore.I can always count on them for company.
Today,i found out i have alot in common with some of guy frens at work,we can always talk about everything,and they'll always agree with me,cos we see the world the same way,i never know what its like to be surrounded by ppl who thinks alike with me till i met them,it really made me wanna say,finally i find ppl same as me,i can be surrounded by ppl like me,im not alone against the straight world anymore.At my previous work place,i always gets discriminated,unsupported,as im surrounded by old,decreet ppl who refuse to accept the abnormals like us.I had to shaped myself,pretending,and made myself more normal to blend in with their conversations,and to be liked by them,now im here,i dont have to anymore,we can talk about topics i like,all day long,not have to worry bout whether words i used was it offensive at all.Cos they wont judge me,they dont care,they are young like me,and they understand why i do the things i did,just instantly,they dont try to stopped me,or tell me to stop or anything,they simply gave me blessing,and tell me to be strong,its so easy to confide in them.
Baby i really wished you worked here with me,and you would see how my work place is a teenage heaven,i love it so much,its the kinda world that dont judge you,and everyone is your frens,there are no strangers here,and every1 would help every1,everybody is so nice.
