Today,i came to work earlier,cos i agreed to,and i wanted to spend more time on work,to distract from my sorrows,and turn them into movtivations of making more money,so i have a motive in life,all that crying and saddness is a waste of time,as life still goes on,and i gotta be strong to pull thru the longest wait for you in my life,i figured out,i've waited 19 years to have met you at work,what is 3 months right,i can certainly conquer that.I kept imgaining how im gonna squeeze you and kiss you all over when your finally back and standing infront of me,it would be so sweet,and everything would feel so worth it,and i would forget all my pain just like that.
Its so fast today,cos i was given task to do,and i was working with all ny fun frens,never a moment of silent,i kept laughing and enjoyed alot working,dint paid attention to how the time had gone by.I went home straight away open my fb to check if i've mail from you,i was so happy that you replied,but depressed at same time its so short,cos it made me feels that you got nothing to say to me,and u dont really miss me that much.
There i was writing long replies to you,questioning why your answers wasnt what i expected,then you suddenly came online on fb and said hi to me. I was so happy,i couldnt describe just by words,im just so happy to be able to talk to you,so glad,that no matter how we're oceans apart,still able to connect at this moment and share our love from internet,now i love technologhy so much.Its so comforting to know you care,and even commented my blog,and how you thought bout my posted vids on FB is super important,cos thats all my effort to show how much i misses you each day,and really hoped the effect would be touching,and makes you wanna cry,cos every 1 of them,had a story to tell,had my tears with it,and show you how i misses you each day,what i wanted to say to you so bad,im so satisfied that you've been touched by my effort,i've never did anything like this for any1 before,baby your the first,i want you to know how special you are and how much i love you.
Whether you believe it or not,i just wanna say,i've been super well behaved and faithful to you all this long,dont ever have doubts on my true love ok baby,dont say thing like u hate me pls.it hurts so bad,cos after how i faithful i was for you,and you still couldnt see and dont believe me,that i could resist temptations and stay faithful to you,time would show i am true,wait till you come back,i'll prove it,i love you so much my dear princess.
