Today i watched my 1st movie ever since your gone, with my best buddy wei jie. I chose the corner sits like we always did, cos i couldnt change my habit, and i dont want to.
We went to bugis illuma,everything reminds me of you,im so depressed eventhough wei jie kept cracking jokes to distract me.
We've watch love and the other drugs, its such a touching romantic love movie, was fooled by the poster, tot it was a funny comedy. It was funny, and its so much bout sex,M18 show, but its full of dramatic content too.
About the guy who sleeps and flirt round, finally settling down for a girl he loves, she had parkinston dieases, theres no cure, and eventually she would lost ability to live on her own. She resent having relationship, knowing its unfair to let the guy suffer and she doesnt wants to be a burden. So she kept asking the guy to leave, go away, dont fall in love with her, she dont need anyone.
She so totally reminds me of you, i wanted to cry while watching the whole movie,cos i can relate to that guy, i know why he is so sure he is in love, why he stayed no matter how bad her temper is. He stick around no matter what. Just like me who stayed for you, i knew you needed me too.Its such a great movie, i wished i had watched this with you before you left,i regreted so badly we dint watch this movie together. If we did, we would both be so touched, and i'll be holding your hand through out the whole show, and feel so thankful that we have each other.
Its not the same without,i know you want me have fun while your gone,i just couldnt, baby, i tried, i cant, i cant be happy without you. i miss you soooo fucking much.. i love you.86 more days to go,hope i can pull thru.
