Tuesday, January 18, 2011 @ the 8th days since you been gone
Today,i decided to go back shop take back your stuff,i dont wanna let others touch your stuff.Better for me to guard it myself till you come back.Every step i took to go there, was heavy,felt like so much memories rushing thru my brain,how i took the same routes there after work,and i'll expect to see your face when im there,today i know you won't be there,and its hurts,so bad.

I looked at all your belongings,same way its left there,untouched,it felt like you never left at all,but i know it isn't true,you're not here,i wont be seeing you any sooner,you've been stolen from me.I folded each piece of your clothes on my chest,its as if im hugging you in my arms,have your pressence around me,every piece seems to have your warmth,maybe i just misses you too much.

As i packed them all in my bag,i took off on my lonely road back home,how i wish i could held your hand right now, i could kiss your sweet cheeks like now too.The wait is so tough,its not easy to be strong,because you're all that i have,i want you back.I sometimes wondered if you felt the same too,or got carried away by the busy stuff going on there,did you forgot about me?Did you misses me as bad as i do for you, do you wish you could come back earlier to hug me tightly?

Would i just fade away from your memory as time goes by,would you forget about me,would you not even rmb how i looked like?Would i still have the same place in your heart,would you still be the same person i love when you're back.It's all i kept thinking of.Would you love me still?
Would they change you,would the enviroment there made your closer to others and not me.Would you still want me in your life again,could i still be the one you run to?My fears are slowly consuming me,im losing faith each day,that i might lose. Baby i love you so much,i wish we could finish what we wanted to do when you're back.

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I'm Raven, Karasu. My horoscope's Libra. I love neko(which means 'cat' in japanese). I enjoyed my days with all my friends. The moment we start the chat going, it goes never ending. My life starts on 11st October 1989 and I definitely hopes that I would achieve what I want in my journey down. Learn more about me just one click away.

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