hey baby, hows life there? I wonder if its too cold, so afraid you would be freezing there, then you would became a beautiful ice statue, haha just kidding. I miss you soo much, hope that you would be happy to know, today im much stronger, i dint cry at all, im stlong ok! Proud of me?
There's so many things i want to say to you, so many things i wanna hear from you too, and my stupid phone line got suspended today, i thought was my sim card having a problem, went to doby ghaut check, ended up wasted my trip, my mum dint pay enough again. How can she do this to me, made me so worried like a running ant on a hot plate.
I was so worried, i might missed a call from you, im still waiting for your msg, and your call, been waiting for so long, i felt so mad when my phone lost service.I felt like completely losing contact with you, oh my god, my heart was so painful, so worried you might thought i changed my number or what.
thanks to alvin,i had company today, wasnt free enough to anyhow think, and drive myself nuts again. Baby you promised you would call, how long more must i wait, i've staring at my phone all the time, nothing from you :(
Its as if my phone died, and so was my heart, i stopped caring for anything else at all, i couldnt hear anything what people said, i couldnt remember anything that doesnt concerns you.You know i was so worried today that i dint had appetitte, ate 2 mouthful and dumped my rice.
im so sad without you,i lost my smile since you been gone, i lost a part of me too, and my heart had flew to you already. I just couldnt feel, couldnt think, couldnt smile without you. I wanna hear from you soon, am going crazy.. i love you so much..
