DEAR baby, its the 6th day since you been gone,i dint know i could survive this long,life has been so different without you.Been making myself busy, still going out, and hanging out late so i could not have spare time to let my mind go crazy again.
If you were here with me,we would have spend a wonderful week together, we would be watchin movies, crashing at your place,cuddling,just sticking together,having such fun times together.I truly hates my life now,like i dont know what im living for anymore,im so lost without you.
They say the more you dont think of it, the time would pass faster,but they dint say,everything would just remind you of the sad part when you dont wanna think of it,even when your busy,or even when you're trying to have some fun,it just hits you suddenly,and you'll still be depress about how time is so torturing.
I cant have fun,cant enjoy,cant be smiling for real when im without you, with you is so easy,i dint even had to try,you always have a way to make me smile,you could easily washed away all my worries and filled my heart with so much joy.
My smile is only for you, my laughter only for you,cos you took my heart when you left me,it was never just you that went away,you a part of me,i was never me again.Im seriously numb now,i couldnt be excited anymore,couldnt be thrilled by any sort of good news except from getting your msg. Baby please try your best to come back,for our love, at least try.
