I selpt till 12pm,still not enough,but still have to wake up,must go visit mum's bro house.I am sooo freakin tired from the ton,but still must dragged my dead body to uncle hse for lunch.
Alot of times i was dozing off on uncle's couch.im really awkward talking to my cousins,wasnt able to open up,so i kinda just mind my own business.
This is the worse part of CNY,entertaining relatives that we only see once a year,there's really nothing to talk about,and its really weird to be at the same room with them,i rather not visit,cos im really not good at entertaining relatives,cos as usually they see me as alien and would never accept me the way i am,i dont wanna be judged,and dont wanna hear what they wanna advice me on,its just so sickening when you know they would be judgemental,and we still have to face them every year.I swear when im independent,i would never let myself be in this situtaion again,rather live my life with frens,than entertaining relatives im not even close with.
the rest of the day,i was only sleeping and watched some tv..
